Sunday, December 23, 2007

Dance The Sacred Dance

Merry Yule from Redmond in beautiful Central Oregon. tonight, this blog entry comes from my parents home in Eagle Crest just outside of Redmond. Thank you Ruby-car for bringing me safely over the mountain. The Ruby-car is a bright red Honda Element driven by the beautiful outrageous naked-hearted Goddess, AC.

Today, I dance the sacred dance with my beloveds...with myself and with the divine. It was beautiful dance inspired by one man's life who die on the dance floor of the Village Ballroom one year ago this week. The remarkable part of this man's journey is he decided to come back to us to make the awe inspiring documentary, "We Are The Lovers." He came back to us because there was too much love in that room where he left his body on that cold dance floor. He came back to us because two people breathe his lunges and pump his heart for him. See Divine Masculine Blog in the right panel.

I feel so bless to be alive and in this presence moment. Wake Up People...Come get into your bodies and know you are truly divine. To be incarnated into a human body is truly magnificent blessing of the Cosmic Universe. Just look at all the wonderful things we can do in this human suit. We can not only feel, touch, smell, taste, see...we can move, dance, laugh, smile. If we wanted to we can spit, fart, burp, poop...and make love.

Yes! That's right...I said make love. To come alive...To feel every emotion that comes into our bodies. To be mad like Rumi...druken with love for all beings that cross your path...out of control with passion...fire in the belly...to be fill with the Christing...to dance the sacred dance with the divine.

Friday, December 21, 2007

The Blessing Of Showing Up

All I have to do is show up… It’s that simple. God is already there. WOW… what a concept. Showing up in the energy of radiant love is an awesome blessing. The mirror reflects back what you already are. No lies here my friend. The mirror… The universe cannot lie. Everywhere I went last week… the bus stop… to work… the movies with Dan… to Gene’s house… the Puja, I receive nothing but blessings. It was amazing week… Even the Trailblazers are winning. This stuff really does work.

I can’t wait for my next gig(s)… breakfast with Dan and Jeff… a Michael Allen Harrison Christmas concert at the Old Church… a ecstatic dance to celebrate Gene’s life. If my stars are align and if I’m in right place at the right time, I might find myself alone in the Ruby-car with AC and DF and of course Jack for a trip over the snow-covered mountain. A ride in the car with Oregon’s best Puja instructors’… ooooh what a blessing.

Love and Blessings.

P.S. The best blessing of all... Christmas with Mom and Dad... my brother, Mitch... my sister, Karie and Bard, her boyfriend.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Manasseh’s Ultimatum

I have come a long way since stepping foot on to my spiritual path. I see parallels in my life along with my beloved brother Gene. My minister/teacher encouraged more posts with dialogue with my alter ego, Manasseh. In this revealing paper written more than a year ago for Mystical Activism class, Manasseh delivers a ultimatum. I love you, Martie. You brought out the best in me. In fact, you help birth Manasseh. I don't understand why my audience loves Manasseh...

I, Manasseh, am involved in the empowering and the healing of humanity on a global level, through the book, ‘You Are God!’

Message from Manasseh -- Mon. June 12, 2006 10:04 AM
Setting: Home Depot parking lot, Tigard, Oregon
Situation: Peter came to work, feeling empowered and happy. Peter was pushing shopping carts around 10 am, when he came upon a cart fill with garbage and empty beer bottles. Peter promptly threw a tizzy fit and tossed the contents of the cart on to the ground.

Manasseh: “How do you feel now about what just happen?”

Peter: “I’m pist! Why can’t people put their trash where it belongs? Why do I have to pick up their garbage?”

Manasseh: You’re no longer feeling happy and empowered. It’s amazing just how fast your attitude can switch… and you know this is you choice.”

Peter: “So, what are you trying to tell me?”

Manasseh: “Is this your soul’s purpose to push shopping carts for the rest of your life?”

Peter: “No!”

Manasseh: “What is your soul’s purpose? Do you know what it is?”

Peter: “Yes. It is to write that book you wanted to write.”

Manasseh: “Are you in alignment with your soul’s purpose?”

Peter: “No. I’m not in alignment. I’m pushing shopping carts.”

Manasseh: “This is interesting… you know your soul’s purpose, and yet you are pushing shopping carts. This must be your choice not to be responsible for your soul’s purpose.” Peter, you have choice here. Time is short… you don’t have much time here. What are you doing about it?”

Peter: “Are you asking me to quite Home Depot?”

Manasseh: “That may be one option. The choice is up to you.”

Peter: “How will I support myself?”

Manasseh: “Are we going to listen to the monsters of fear and doubt? Can you do that hand motion you were taught this weekend? Do that over and over again. Do you feel the fear leaving?”

Peter: “Yes! It feels good without that feeling of fear and doubt.”

Manasseh: “Good! Keep doing the release hand motion.”

Peter: “What about my ten year Home Depot bonus?”

Manasseh: “You don’t need it. Nine years at Home Depot is enough. I’m giving you a deadline: By your next birthday, you need let go of Home Depot. Do the hand motion and release Home Depot from you consciousness.”

Peter: “Oh my gosh! God, my higher self wants me to leave Home Depot by October 1, 2006. What are the consequence if I make the choice to stay with Home Depot?”

Manasseh: “Your body will shut down until you’re in alignment with Universe’s calling and the purpose why you are here. The only reason why you’re in this Mystical Activist circle is to do your practicum, which is your book. This extraordinary circle of Goddesses is in synchronicity with your soul’s purpose. All things in the Universe work for the good of the whole. You, Peter, are on your path. You cannot afford to be lazy at this time.”

Peter: “this is scary and exciting at the same time.”

Manasseh: “Exciting, yes! You need not to be scare when you’re on your path. Your Angels, your Spirit Guides are here to assist in your soul’s purpose. I invite you to share this ‘download’ with your beloved MA group and you will know this transmission or ‘download’ you may preferred to call it, will be validated. Know that this ‘download’ is for your higher good. You are the loved by the Universe.

End Of Transmission…

Peter: “WOOOO!”


Claiming The Power Of Manasseh

Every morning when I get out of bed
The thought runs through my head
What a great day to be alive.
I go into the bathroom
And I stand before the mirror in my entire nakedness
What a beautiful body this mortal has
Who are you? Whispered a voice from the beyond.
The Light. The Love. The Glory.
Go deeper still… where does the power comes from?
It lie deep down inside
Is the knowledge that lies dormant



-- Two Months Later --


The headline in my imagination reads:
SCROGIN FALLS IN SHOWER, DISLOCATES KNEE

Dateline: AP DURHAM, OR. Aug 3rd Peter Scrogin, 48 yr old male, a Home Depot associate at the Tigard, Oregon store, was the shower approximately 10:45 pm, Wednesday night. Reportedly lost his balance and became trap on bottom of shower tab. Scrogin screams for help were heard by upstairs’ neighbors immediately came to his aid. 911 dispatched firemen and paramedics to Scrogin’ Durham apartment residents, where he was rescues from the shower tub with a dislocated knee cap and transported by ambulance to Providence St. Vincent’s hospital in NW Portland. Scrogin is reportedly to be resting comfortably.


Another Headline reads:
SCROGIN SCHEDULED FOR SURGERY FRIDAY

Dateline: AP PORTLAND, OR. Aug 4TH Peter Scrogin, 48 yr old male with cerebral palsy, is scheduled to have reconstructed surgery on right patella on Friday afternoon at Providence St. Vincent’s hospital. Surgery is set for 3 pm. A hospital spokesman stated surgery may be delay due to Scrogin’ low priority status and unforeseen circumstance.

Naked Heart Puja

I am nourished within the darkness of the womb. Lit by candlelight are the faces of the beloved. My naked heart melts by loves embrace. Words utter into my mind dropped down into my ridged body. My heart was softly cradle by five Goddesses who took their turn breathing their yearnings into my nostrils.

Bodies dancing in primal movements… ecstatic noise growling in unison… oh sweet is the joy to be reunited with the tribe of my belonging. To dance the sacred dance with my soul brother is beyond description. Breathing the essence of the evening was worth five times greater than the admission price charged.

Love seems so sweet when I take my sex-craze ego out of the equation. The simple act of the gentle touch of the cheek heals years of distorted trauma. God loving God. The naked heart revealed in radiant love. I choose beloved Yeshua as my lover… I am the lover.

Love and Blessings.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Down The Rabbit Hold

The world as we know is going to turn upside down... shaken up. It may be safer down the rabbit hold. Think about that one for a while...

Yes… I do believe in Christ Yeshua… the mystic one… the radical one… the gentle one.
The one with the pure naked heart… the one that loves 6.5 billion souls… the same one that loves 13.5 billion Angels that are resting and helping us.

Yes, God has 20 billion of them… hairs on his head… thoughts in his mind… desires in his heart… whatever they are… they will be express in some way or form. If you think I am insane, you’re provably right. If you want to find me, I will be down the rabbit hold with my friends…

Love and Blessings.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Ease Or Dis-ease

Can you open your heart and express the innermost desires of you heart? For some people this is a difficult task to perform. I learn the other day in a class about the chakra system within the human body… clearing and recharging your chakras. Disease can devolved within the body when one of these energy centers become block.

There is now scientific proof our mind is link to each of the seven main chakra in the human body. The body-mind connection is real. Our very thoughts control the health we have. Is it true we are what we eat? What about we are what we put into our minds?

The question I have for my good friend Gene when he die on that dance floor last December, what did you put into your mind that morning…? What were you thinking to cause your heart chakra to stop functioning? I apologize for being insensate to your private thoughts. The curiosity of my expressive mind allows me to asked such a question.

The proof is all around me. I have seen individuals from my former religion… the LDS Church get sick and die right before my eyes. They would get colds… migraines… fevers… and other illnesses when left untreated… at the root cause… they would give up the ghost.

Another question arises in my mind… Why have my Mom and Dad remain healthy all these years? Is it because they are comfortable in their own skin…? They know how to take care of their bodies and what to eat…? These are good answers, but there is more than meets the eye. My parents knew how to express themselves in ways I didn’t understand… When I was in my youth attending the Mormon Church, they would often express their displeasure what the Mormon Church was drumming into my head… from time to time there would be burst of outrage for what they found in the morning newspaper. They did not hold anything back when it came to discipline us kids… we were spank… unlike today it be consider child abuse.

May be… there is no maybe about it… thanks to unrepressed expression, we are well rounded adults. Why stuffed the emotion when you can express it… free it… breath it.

Love and Blessings

Monday, December 10, 2007

God, Sex And Money

There is a post I always wanted to write about. Three words in the English language cause the most reaction in people. Not one living being cannot live without at lease one of these words effecting them directly or indirectly.

This post may never be completed... there is way too much juiciness that spill over on to the fringe of each divine being who walks this planet. You cannot avoid getting soiled by one of these taboo nouns.

What makes God taboo...? What makes sex taboo...? What makes money taboo? In some cultures, it is forbidden to express the embodiment of these ideas and concepts. For fear of corruption... a tainted heart... face it, the heart is already tainted... how worst can it get? Religion plays a role... Politics plays a role and humanity is ripping itself apart over petty little ideas that has everything to do with life and living on this blue marble.

Control... Control... Control. Control the masses. This is by far a control issue. Religion controls... Sex controls... Money controls. It all bullshit... Control is bullshit! Control will cause dis-ease in the human body.

I am a provocative person. I like the idea of provoking the minds and heart of my listener. One of my favorite radio show is on Tuesday morning on KBOO FM. The Joe and Abe show. Joe and Abe provokes and gets the truth out to the masses. On any given Tuesday morning, they're talking about God, sex and money. I love this show because they know how to express without holding back.

You cannot escape it... You cannot escape God... You cannot escape sex... You cannot escape the cash. Why not accept it as it is? Why not surrender to that which is in your heart. Instead of trying to change what you are... why not embrace the very thing you are.

The idea I may declared myself as a atheist or agnostic because I do not align myself with any religion that tells me I must accept the biblical Jesus as my personal savior. There is no such God. I am the God of my being. I create my own reality. I accept and embrace who I am. I am radiant love. I am God...i am the Buddha. I am a sexual being. I love having sex... good sex... hot sex. I like the idea of having cash in my wallet... I can spend it on myself or on my beloveds... on whom ever I choose... on whatever I choose.

Love and Blessings.

Express It For God's Sake

Express it… Let it out. For God’s sake, don’t hold it in. Do you know the damage you do by withholding your truth?

Oh My God! For six days, I withheld my love for my beloveds. My essences…my truth. I just spent an hour going through Anakha’s blog trying to digest her words into my head. Now, I just read Gene’s blog. I want to pull my air out and scream! I’m going insane.

I can’t stand it when people cannot express their inner most feelings and emotions. Oh hell with it. I will express for you… I will shout it from the roof top…if I have too I will climb the highest mountain peek.

I LOVE YOU…I HAVE ALWAYS LOVE YOU…

There, I said my peace. I feel much better now. Good night my Beloveds.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Therefore Her Heart Is Love

This post is about my favorite inspirational speaker in the world. Last week in our writing class, we express our deepest feelings for a individual in the class. Now is my chance to express my deepest feelings for someone whom I respect, admire and ravishingly adore.

A new High Priestess is on the rise. Matriarchy is making its return. Finally, a woman prophet I can fully give my allegiance to. Even though I do not need a religious figure to follow, it would be nice to have someone I can look up to… someone without guile… someone without the ego trip. In my mind, the heart of a woman is much purer than a man’s.

I have seen many people who hearts come corrupt. In a recent E-mail received… a local New Thought organization asking its congregants for their Oregon Kicker checks… What a complete turned off for me… what a bunch of crocodiles. I know which way that organization is headed. We all know what happen to a wonderful spiritual community when greedy hearts get involve.

The power of the Holy Spirit… the Universe is purifying a certain heart I know… making sure that heart won’t become corrupt with greed or a hidden agenda. She is being stripped naked right before her potential congregants. She must be patient while the sacred fires doing their sacred… magical work, burning away anything that is false or of no use to God. Everyone is praying with her… for her… about her. They want her to be their minister… I want her to be my minister.

She is the catalyst for that which is to come. Know ye not you are the mouthpiece of the Lord…? Yes, you Anakha Shannon Coman, the mystical… the sacred-hearted mouthpiece of God.

Anakha Coman is on fire for God! Alive… Blazing… Radiant… Radical… Love. She a radical just like Yeshua in his life time. She has this blazing energy, too big for any organized religion to contain. She has this radiant love that will melt any icy-cold heart when they step into her presences. When her stars are aligned in the zodiac, she will become bigger than any well-known speaker/author I know. She is a indigo child borne out of the sixties love generation. She was the love child of two individuals who surrender themselves to love. Therefore her heart is love.

Love and Blessings Anakha.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

I Want A New Drug

I found myself thinking I’m bored of the whole New Thought scene. I want something juicier than what I’ve been used to. I’m ready to dive into the ocean of love. I’m craving to go deeper than I’ve ever gone before. A hug is not cutting it for me any more.

The other day at work, Kathy, a co-worker notice how dry my hands were while I was in her office. She took some hand lotion and rub it into my hands. She didn't just rub it on to my hands for a few seconds, but she massage each hand for at lease what seem to be a minute or two. As she work her unknown loving touched, I noticed a smile on my face. Kathy George, you are God.

Last night, as I got ready to go to a movie with a friend, Yeshua whisper in my ear, “You have a treasure yet to be reveal. When you are in a certain circle it will come forth and shall be reveal.” My mind race, what circle…? Who will be in this circle…? When will this circle be form…? That’s just like the ego, wanting it now. I decided to put it in the back of my mind and go enjoy myself at the movie.

This morning as I got ready for church, I couldn’t help think about what I was told by my Spirit Guide. I couldn’t stop thinking about a well-known spiritual peacemaker coming to Portland from Ashland and forming a new group… not just another church… I’m sick of the word church. A sacred heart circle… A beloved community. It would draw from the community of Portland, people whose hearts were open and ready to dive deep into the ocean of love. People who are not afraid to reveal their essences… ready to nurture others with their loving touch like Kathy George gave me.

I can envision this new community as something looking like Ecstatic Circle Dance meets Celebration Church. I envision Anakha Coman as the senior minister giving mini talks each time the community meets… Jimmy T. as the music minister leading us in a Kirtan – a sacred chant and other songs of peace… David F. as the dance minister leading us in movement and ecstatic dance… Gene L. as the media minister documenting and taking it there to world. Each individual serving in their essence of joy… their passion.

There will be expressions of speaking… singing… chanting… dancing… touching… cuddling… holding… healing… psyche readings (COOL).

What if we could remove our skin-suits like in the movie Cocoon, revealing our light bodies… our essences and then we melt into one another ocean of love?

Love and Blessings.