Mercury goes into retrograde late tonight. (January 27th)
KPTV 10 O’clock news broke the story around 10:30 tonight. I quickly went to the LDS Church website… President Gordon B. Hinckley, who led The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints through twelve years of global expansion, has died at the age of 97. The Church president died at his apartment in downtown Salt Lake City at 7:00 p.m. Sunday night from causes incident to age. Members of his family were at his bedside.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
Am I My Brothers' Keeper?
According to Anakha’s post, “Radical Responsibility” I know nothing of what love really is. I have failed my own children. My parents claim I do not have any responsibility for my children lives. In my view, Anakha Coman is a woman prophet… My Minister. She is the mouthpiece for God…My Beloved Yeshua. I have failed my children! I have failed my children!
Did the LDS Church fail me when they didn’t come looking for me when I stopped going to church? I think not so… I gave them the cold shoulder every time they held out their hand to me. Local church members quickly grew tired of me rejecting their offers. After two years of reaching out to me, they gave up and left me alone. Would Yeshua given up on me and left me alone? Anakha understands the parable of the lost sheep. Jeffrey Smith understands the parable of the lost sheep.
Who is this Jeffrey Smith? Jeffrey is the lone member of the LDS Church who stuck by me when I stray from the church. Consider as one of the least of these by the world, a man without guile, disable from birth makes his way in the world without complaint. We’re two peas in a pod, easy-going with healthy appetites… we dine out twice a week. A love for smooth jazzy/new age music… Michael Allen Harrison fans. Yea, we hangout together… why he wants to hang with me… a jack Mormon is beyond me… is beyond my understanding. A man who doesn’t understands why people have to play head games with each other.
This radical love calls for radical responsibility! Yes. We are our brothers’ keeper. Anakha will never give up on Nicole. Anakha will always love Nicole with a love that surpasses people understanding. Anakha doesn’t give a shit about looking good… Let the world questioned, “How can you love a meth addict?” Remember, people were questioning Yeshua when he was ministering to the leper… the meth addicts of his day. Am I not my brothers’ keeper?
Never have I seen the Christic example than this woman prophet who will ventures into the deep crevasses of her soul just to heal the wounded parts of herself. Most people would rather project their pain on to others than to visit/view the dark, ugly places in their hearts. Not Anakha. She will do anything to heal the hearts of her beloveds. Anakha, I know you are God! Jeffrey, you are God!
Love and Blessings.
Did the LDS Church fail me when they didn’t come looking for me when I stopped going to church? I think not so… I gave them the cold shoulder every time they held out their hand to me. Local church members quickly grew tired of me rejecting their offers. After two years of reaching out to me, they gave up and left me alone. Would Yeshua given up on me and left me alone? Anakha understands the parable of the lost sheep. Jeffrey Smith understands the parable of the lost sheep.
Who is this Jeffrey Smith? Jeffrey is the lone member of the LDS Church who stuck by me when I stray from the church. Consider as one of the least of these by the world, a man without guile, disable from birth makes his way in the world without complaint. We’re two peas in a pod, easy-going with healthy appetites… we dine out twice a week. A love for smooth jazzy/new age music… Michael Allen Harrison fans. Yea, we hangout together… why he wants to hang with me… a jack Mormon is beyond me… is beyond my understanding. A man who doesn’t understands why people have to play head games with each other.
This radical love calls for radical responsibility! Yes. We are our brothers’ keeper. Anakha will never give up on Nicole. Anakha will always love Nicole with a love that surpasses people understanding. Anakha doesn’t give a shit about looking good… Let the world questioned, “How can you love a meth addict?” Remember, people were questioning Yeshua when he was ministering to the leper… the meth addicts of his day. Am I not my brothers’ keeper?
Never have I seen the Christic example than this woman prophet who will ventures into the deep crevasses of her soul just to heal the wounded parts of herself. Most people would rather project their pain on to others than to visit/view the dark, ugly places in their hearts. Not Anakha. She will do anything to heal the hearts of her beloveds. Anakha, I know you are God! Jeffrey, you are God!
Love and Blessings.
Friday, January 18, 2008
A Crazy Dream With A Simple Message
I had a crazy dream last night (Seven days later…got permission to publish post)
I disappeared into an invisible dimension where I was met by a well groom young man. He introduced himself to me as Ted Coman. He told me he never knew me in the physical world during his last lifetime. It seems at the time of the dream (early morning hours of January 12th) he came to me… I don’t know why? He claims I was the one he can contact that knew his daughter. There are many people who know and love his daughter, why didn’t he contact one of them?
Yeshua does not like it when I put myself down or try to second-guess myself. Ted had a simple message for me to convey to his daughter. “Please tell her how proud I am to be her father. Tell her how much I love her. I’ll be watching over her.” He then disappeared into the mist. I then felt the warmth of the covers over my body of my bed. My first thoughts were was that real or was that a lucid dream?
Love and Blessings.
I disappeared into an invisible dimension where I was met by a well groom young man. He introduced himself to me as Ted Coman. He told me he never knew me in the physical world during his last lifetime. It seems at the time of the dream (early morning hours of January 12th) he came to me… I don’t know why? He claims I was the one he can contact that knew his daughter. There are many people who know and love his daughter, why didn’t he contact one of them?
Yeshua does not like it when I put myself down or try to second-guess myself. Ted had a simple message for me to convey to his daughter. “Please tell her how proud I am to be her father. Tell her how much I love her. I’ll be watching over her.” He then disappeared into the mist. I then felt the warmth of the covers over my body of my bed. My first thoughts were was that real or was that a lucid dream?
Love and Blessings.
Friday, January 11, 2008
You Cannot Hide From Love's Grace
A new world
A new drug
A new way of being
A new perspective…a new way of seeing things
A new heart beats in my chest
A new love…a pure love
A new world is waiting for me…waiting to be birth. A new drug to inject into my veins…a new drug to transform my DNA. I AM the perfect love of God…a Divine Being waiting for his new world to be birth. Born out of the need to love…the need to give love…the need to be love. I walk the divine path, searching for the divine, like myself to mirror my love for you…I cried when you cry. I laughed when you laugh. I shut up and listen when you need to talk. I am here to share your joys and your despairs. This is my way of being. The way I see you is the way I see myself…I’m a mirror to you…I’m a bundle of love. My heart beats for you…my beloved.
Oh please, Dear sweet Goddess, give birth to this inherent need for love. Before it too late…before the world dies due to a lack of love. Love is like Air…without it, we all suffocate and die. I beg of you, please don’t retreat from love’s course you started in your heart’s dream. I don’t care if you ever respond to me. I will keep showing up until the world is no more. Someday, you will listen to me…you will listen to my beloved Yeshua. Yes my love, the rain will fall…the flowers will bloom…the sun will come out from behind the clouds and shine once again upon your face. You cannot hide form Love’s Grace.
A new drug
A new way of being
A new perspective…a new way of seeing things
A new heart beats in my chest
A new love…a pure love
A new world is waiting for me…waiting to be birth. A new drug to inject into my veins…a new drug to transform my DNA. I AM the perfect love of God…a Divine Being waiting for his new world to be birth. Born out of the need to love…the need to give love…the need to be love. I walk the divine path, searching for the divine, like myself to mirror my love for you…I cried when you cry. I laughed when you laugh. I shut up and listen when you need to talk. I am here to share your joys and your despairs. This is my way of being. The way I see you is the way I see myself…I’m a mirror to you…I’m a bundle of love. My heart beats for you…my beloved.
Oh please, Dear sweet Goddess, give birth to this inherent need for love. Before it too late…before the world dies due to a lack of love. Love is like Air…without it, we all suffocate and die. I beg of you, please don’t retreat from love’s course you started in your heart’s dream. I don’t care if you ever respond to me. I will keep showing up until the world is no more. Someday, you will listen to me…you will listen to my beloved Yeshua. Yes my love, the rain will fall…the flowers will bloom…the sun will come out from behind the clouds and shine once again upon your face. You cannot hide form Love’s Grace.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
What's Next?
You noticed I haven’t blog for two weeks… Christmas and New Years has come and gone. We’re now in the second week of January. What is it that resides in me? How long is the Universe going to allow me remains in my comfort zone… the mundane state of working as a corporate slave at Home Depot? How long before I make my move… or will it push me over the edge?
I had epiphany on New Years Eve at the Village Ballroom. I ringed the epiphany bell the very moment I experience the knowledge of my New Years resolution for 2008… Burning-man! What is Burning-man? To me it is the furriest place from the Mormon Church. My primal spirit wants to dance naked for seven nights before roaring bonfire along with 50,000 people. Burning-man is my Hajj to Mecca. The very idea of dancing naked with 50,000 clothing optional people will no doubt lead to the excommunication of my membership with the LDS Church.
What's next in ’08? Another cruise? A new relationship… a new lover? I just have to remain open and patient to what will unfold for me. I know it will be good… It’s all good. I put my trust in the Universe for my good. I need to be careful with the thoughts I think. My thoughts will manifest whatever I desire. My intent is that powerful.
Lead, follow or get out of the way… a choice. How will I make it? I can lead the way by blogging once a week or more. I can follow my heart… my beloved Yeshua, my Spirit Guide. I can follow the naked heart of a woman who is ten and a half years my junior. The same woman who is constantly being strip naked and forge in the refiner’s fire… heartbreak at every turn. When will it ever end? When the Masters of the Cosmos are ready to place her at the head of the table of the feast of love… when a group of individuals are ready to begin their next stage of their consciousness evolution and enter a state of pure love… The Beloved Community Of The Naked Heart. I can get out of the way of the Universe by ducking down the rabbit hole before she turns the world upside down.
Love and Blessings.
I had epiphany on New Years Eve at the Village Ballroom. I ringed the epiphany bell the very moment I experience the knowledge of my New Years resolution for 2008… Burning-man! What is Burning-man? To me it is the furriest place from the Mormon Church. My primal spirit wants to dance naked for seven nights before roaring bonfire along with 50,000 people. Burning-man is my Hajj to Mecca. The very idea of dancing naked with 50,000 clothing optional people will no doubt lead to the excommunication of my membership with the LDS Church.What's next in ’08? Another cruise? A new relationship… a new lover? I just have to remain open and patient to what will unfold for me. I know it will be good… It’s all good. I put my trust in the Universe for my good. I need to be careful with the thoughts I think. My thoughts will manifest whatever I desire. My intent is that powerful.
Lead, follow or get out of the way… a choice. How will I make it? I can lead the way by blogging once a week or more. I can follow my heart… my beloved Yeshua, my Spirit Guide. I can follow the naked heart of a woman who is ten and a half years my junior. The same woman who is constantly being strip naked and forge in the refiner’s fire… heartbreak at every turn. When will it ever end? When the Masters of the Cosmos are ready to place her at the head of the table of the feast of love… when a group of individuals are ready to begin their next stage of their consciousness evolution and enter a state of pure love… The Beloved Community Of The Naked Heart. I can get out of the way of the Universe by ducking down the rabbit hole before she turns the world upside down.
Love and Blessings.
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