Peter's Truth Revealed

Peter jolted awakes gasping a breath of air. Looking around by cocking his head quickly back and forth.

Peter exclaims, “What happen? Where am I? Where is my beloved community? Where are my beloveds?”

Peter gets up and starts searching for his beloved community. He starts go into fear when he realized he couldn’t find them. He begins to gets upset and angry, thinking they’re avoiding him.

Two months go by with no contact from the Crucible community. Peter wonders if they have forgotten about him. Just as he about to lash out at the community of his longing, a faint and distinct echo enters his heart…

“You treat your daughter this way…”

Peter: “What…? Huh…? Manasseh?”

Manasseh: “Yes Peter, the way you treat your daughter is the way the Universe treats you. You ignore the calls from your baby girl, and the Universe which is your beloved community is going to ignore your calls.”

Peter: “I feel alone, isolated and shut down.”

Manasseh: “Don’t you think your daughter might be feeling the same way… alone, isolated and shut down?”

Peter: “What do I do? Anna-Marie was belligerent to me the last I spoke to her on the phone. I don’t want to talk to someone who is mean to me.”

Manasseh: “Now, you’re making up excuses.”

Peter: “She was degrading me as a human being. I’m not going to be her doormat. Why don’t I feel supported from my higher power?”

Manasseh: “Why don’t you ask for support from the Crucible community with communicating with your daughter?”

Peter: “I thought they’re ignoring me and didn’t want to speak to me until I made contact with Anna-Marie?”

Manasseh: “This is true. But, they are willing to help if you make an effort to follow through and complete your assignments. Speaking of completing your assignments, Gene is discouraged with you for not following through with your assignment with contacting the disable community. The Crucible community… Gene, Anakha and David do not feel the need to hang with someone who doesn’t follow their advice to make them a better person.”

Peter: “If I had made contact with the disable community of Portland, I would have been allowed admittance into the Crucible community?”

Manasseh: “That would have been a possibility. Peter, I don’t you realize you have a problem with finishing your tasks. You have a problem with doing your homework. In the Crucible, there was a lot of homework given out. People were expected to follow through on their tasks. Hell Peter, you didn’t even finish your work in the Mystical Activism community with Martie Geltz and Christine Carter. What makes you think the Crucible community wanted to admit you?”

Peter: “I hurt my knee. I hate doing homework. I think it’s a waste of time when I can do other things. I hate writing papers and doing research on things that do not interest me. I don’t like calling and talking to people on the phone.”

Manasseh: “These are all bullshit excuses. And the Crucible community doesn’t look too lightly on excuses. The Crucible community is all about commitment and following through on that commitment. For this very reason, you were not admitted into the Lover’s Crucible. You just found the answer to your question. As I told you before, we are not separated… We Are One in the same being.”

Manasseh: “Peter, I want to commend you and thank you for honoring your commitment to finishing and posting your blog by your birthday. Your friends, Jeff and Hans are on their way to your house to take you to the beach. Have a wonderful birthday, Peter. Remember, I love you. Your Angles and Guides love you.”